i can understand why you might have people dislike you and hate you.
but why tell someone that your too ugly to have someone to love you? this is what i found out at work. because of this i decided to cast a spell against my enemies there. i excused my fae and dragons and any other light working entities. then invited my djinn, my succubi and any other of my dark working entity. as i cast the spell. before i did i asked why are people like this? i did no one harm? i try to be friends with all. why? there was no answer. so i did it.
i expect some of my friends may be alarm by this. i will understand if you unfriend me. but see my point of view. for a long time i believe in love and the miracles that came from it. but not any more. it is my spirit family that keeps me from going completely over to the dark side. but unlike some deities. they support me even if i don't practice the golden rule, the witches creed and loving thy neighbor.
and this is my point: just cause you love your neighbor or enemy doesn't give them the right to mess you up. so this what i learn. please understand why i did what i did. :(
however my spirit family wanted none of this. as i laid on the bed i heard their voices this is what i heard they said:
no no no no. ....curse....no future... curse....no future. in small feminine voices. i heard a male voice exclaimed with curse all is dead, with curse all is dead. they were adamant. so i reverse the curse. and said as salt dissolves in water so is my curse. and i felt relief from them.
i maybe hated by humans. and called ugly. but at least my spirit family accepts me. so mote it be.
