I write this as a confession of sorts. you see it was in 1980 when i was a teenager that i had my first experience with a succubus. and i change my life forever. i had a normal childhood. was interested in girls. as well as the outdoors. i come from a family that was christian but were mixed denominations catholic and methodist. my parents believed in the paranormal. but not to a point of being superstitious. as well as being tolerant and open minded. i had learned from my mother that on her side of the family especially my grandmother. they were sensitives. that is they could see or feel ghosts. and despite they were christians they practiced the old ways still.
to this end i guess it was meant. some will say that it is a curse. but i had learned it could be a blessing. but enough with my background.
as i said my story began in 1980. around the fall time. i was in high school. i was haunted by dreams of a beautiful woman with long dark hair. and yellow green eyes. i didn’t think much of the dreams. i figured that any guy had them. that is until the dream became real. it was then i having paranormal experiences. for each night i was visited by a presence. at first i thought the family pet a half german shepherd; half lab retriever was crawling into bed with me. but when i turn to scold her. she wasn’t there. and as the time went by. the presence became bolder and laid next to me. and the dreams that i had became sexual in nature. being a teenager and always thinking about sex. i took it as a blessing. and as time went by. i welcome this presence. and learned she was the woman in the dream. and it started my path as a shaman and student of middle eastern magick
my relationship with my succubus continued into my adult life. and it never affected my social life. not in a negative way. she was there when a relationship ended. always offering comfort. however my relationship with her started to die down in the 90s. and completely ended after my parents died in 1999.
so i stopped following the path . and for a decade i went into soul searching.
Then one day she returned to me. and i started my path again . and she has been with me ever since.
i will not say how she returned to me. only that what i did was worth it. and i will say only that.
she had lead me to other spirit entities. and acts like my liason.
recently i decided to follow the path of wicca. and have been visited by many types of spirits.
and i have never been more happier.
to this end i guess it was meant. some will say that it is a curse. but i had learned it could be a blessing. but enough with my background.
as i said my story began in 1980. around the fall time. i was in high school. i was haunted by dreams of a beautiful woman with long dark hair. and yellow green eyes. i didn’t think much of the dreams. i figured that any guy had them. that is until the dream became real. it was then i having paranormal experiences. for each night i was visited by a presence. at first i thought the family pet a half german shepherd; half lab retriever was crawling into bed with me. but when i turn to scold her. she wasn’t there. and as the time went by. the presence became bolder and laid next to me. and the dreams that i had became sexual in nature. being a teenager and always thinking about sex. i took it as a blessing. and as time went by. i welcome this presence. and learned she was the woman in the dream. and it started my path as a shaman and student of middle eastern magick
my relationship with my succubus continued into my adult life. and it never affected my social life. not in a negative way. she was there when a relationship ended. always offering comfort. however my relationship with her started to die down in the 90s. and completely ended after my parents died in 1999.
so i stopped following the path . and for a decade i went into soul searching.
Then one day she returned to me. and i started my path again . and she has been with me ever since.
i will not say how she returned to me. only that what i did was worth it. and i will say only that.
she had lead me to other spirit entities. and acts like my liason.
recently i decided to follow the path of wicca. and have been visited by many types of spirits.
and i have never been more happier.
